i mean what the heck.
what is this world getting into.
i want back my peaceful life.

life has been pretty mundane
camps
political issues
stupid CO
stupid OC
stupid 2IC
stupid PC
stupid PS
only mm really cares about the squad.
seniors are already ord-mood
and yet we the senior-to-be people doesnt put in effort
so if other people doesnt wants to care
why should lewis put so much burden on himself??
everyday deal with people who talk nonsense
tiring.
yeah unknowingly
time just crept by
and 2009 is the year to ord
looking back at 2008
eventful, but in a bad way
many things had happened
be it work, relationship, family..
each time lewis stumbled upon a rock
he cant stand himself being a weakling
doesnt wants to depend on others
and had to force to pick himself up
the amount of tears shed, only himself knows
he could only fill up the hollowness within him with materialistic needs
he feels that,
"you came to this world alone, and you are alone when you leave this world"
during this festive season
he didnt even celebrate xmas, new year.
merely waiting for time to pass.
the only entertaining thing was the last few mins of 2008
when lewis and kerry-san imprompto went to changi airport to eat popeye chicken for supper
they are similar in a sense
lewis have issues he tend to keep to himself
kerry-san also have issues she needs to deal with
a small get together instead of a large hoo haa and squeezing with the crowd on 31 dec was more preferred.
*cheers* to kerry-san

so resolutions for 2009?
- pass my ippt (yes lewis is serious)
- tone myself up (so that will look nice in clothes)
- join SIA be steward after i ord (provided i pass their interview)
- earn enough money for my high expenses (SIA does gives good pay)
- wishes my parents be healthy (the accident scared the shit out of me)

i'm just your typical guy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human would. except what sets me apart is that i am lewis and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky, irritable and irritating in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.