ha..
i didnt know playing arcade & xbox the whole afternoon can be so tiring..

i m falling sick soon..
lips are dry..
getting heaty..
aching shoulders..

i m so attracted to the visa PLATINUM!!

i just feel so tired..
ha..

i really hate it..
stop judging me as if i m ur white mice..
do u know...
i basically switched off just now..
too much stuff which i dun want to hear anymore..

ahhh
i may die soon!!
cuz i m feeling feverish now
and i saw a mosquito bite on my leg!
scally i kana dengue!!

it has been a while since i last stood under the sun
nevertheless
it was fun
reminiscing those memorable past..
dun tell me i have become so vulnerable to UV radiation
got the camp feel yea!
but..

i m getting sick of hearing so much stuff..
irritatings..

shyt!!
i woke up early today to wash the blankets
ha.. despite sleeping at 4am
but..
i m supposed to WASH them..
yet i accidently left a HOLE on it..
arghhh
my mums gonna kill me
><

happy bdae to QR!!
hope u enjoyed our company =))
hope u like the nike jacket too!

had nydc mudpie!!
then watched red shoe!!
i just simply lurve jap/korean horror movies
ha..
but this one was abit disappointing..
the plot v dark water
then storyline is confusing
dun really understand the story..
in beginning so long winded..
then scare part was ok
just that abit gross..
then went marina see them play bowling
i never play..
cuz brokes..
and i left earlier to chase my last bus..
ha
great day!!

and i m sure i limited my spendage!!
i only spent $20 today on mudpie and ticket!!
even skipped the bowling session
=((
oh well..
ha..

hmm..
thanks to those who showed me so much concerns..
i will be fine de..
really..
yesterday n today spent so much $..
still can dun cheer up mah?
somemore tmr gonna spent more..
high sia..
brokess...

hmm..
it has really been quite a sucky holiday so far..
heard so much things..
what am i to say..
disappointed?
sad?
angry?
nah..
in fact..
i just want to get everything done once in for all..
my only feeling that i have now..
is hopeless.. desperation..
ya i really wish i can stop thinking so much ..
i guess its really so pathetic when others look at u this way..

that reminds me..
that day i was walking along orchard myself..
i thought i saw this sign which says
"tarot reading done here"
just one person setting up stall along orchard road..
i walk past and went to get my stuff..
and i keep on ponder..
maybe i really need some guidance now..
(although i myself know abit abt tarot)
and i walk back..
but then i couldnt find the person and the stall
hmm..
it was in the night..
perhaps my eyes played a trick on me..
but i dun mind doing some tarot readings for myself..
sighs..

ya thanks to those who were ard today..
ron & yf whom went out shopping and sakae..
zy & eping whom we met up to lame ard..
it was really really eons since i last enjoyed myself so far..
sighs..

i m really happy today..

ha..
i feel so much better now..
thanks ron ron..
but my out going time was like 1 1/2 hours
=((
oh wells..
heh..
was he say was true ba..

what goes around comes around..

although i never touch till mahjong..
it was still nice to watch ma xiao ling
and hear qiurong & gary stories
=))
tireds..
feeling so drowsy now..
ha..
of to sleep..

theres this thing which needs my attention urgently..
sighs..

Mariah Carey - Through the rain

When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
I can make it through the rain
And I live once again
And I live one more day
And I can make it through the rain
(Yes you can)
You will make it through the rain

i hope tt i can make it through the rain too..

Please..
take me away to the town of wind on the other side of time.
Grant the wish of my pure, white flower...
Grab me by the hand with your gentle fingers..
and take me far away..
Guide me to your land..
so i can be with you...
Without even a whisper of your song on this fateful afternoon..
two lovers awake to become one...
For the first time, they'll learn what true happiness is..
Take me away...

i m very affected by the acmb paper..
because i m not prepared for it at all..
1st time in my life..
i blanked away during exam..
ok although i m not those kind of AD students..
i m a C student..
but..
this kind of blank..
may result in me retaking tt stupid module again..
i dun wan to retake at all..
1) my mums gonna kill me
2) very extra in with the other sem ppl
3) so lonely
4) waste of money
so why didnt i study that BIT harder
for that stupid fcking examination
argh..
please wengkeong!!
dun fail me!!
i dun mind getting a D at all..
just let me pass!!

wad the hell..
when i got the instru paper..
i was like smiling away..
because all the question i know how to do!!
but..
out of my own stupid carelessness..
i lost marks here and there..
now i think i cant even get a C..
wth..
so dui ahhhh

another 12 hrs before my doom arrives..
*prays*
i really need all the luck i got..
*prays harder*

getting abit emo today..
if only i never give up..
if only i tried harder..
if only i were more persistent..
if only i find out wats the cause..
things might be different..
it has been such a long time..
yet i m still thinking abt it..
but wats the point of thinking so much rite?
ha..
i m pathetic..

i have been waiting for you to take me away..

ok i m in deep shyt..
instru n acmb approaching!!
my instru is shyt..
acmb is even shyttier..
looking at acmb past paper scares me outta my wits
how i wish i can just swallow everything..
oh and
i realise my eye sight is deteriorating!!
shyt la..
cant see things clearly..
n my specs just made not long ago..
tt time when making specs already got hunch the degree has risen
but then they check say dun have..
now wait till i really cannot see then i have to make again
i think i really stared at the comp too long..
such a sin...
arghh

TMD CCB!!
EARLY IN THE MORNING GOT THESE STUPID PPL
WAN TO COME AND DO THE WINDOW
CUZ GOVT SAY THOSE WINDOW IS DANGEROUS
LATER WILL DROP
FUCKED UP LA
IF WILL DROP THEN EVERYDAY DUNNO HOW MANY PPL DIE LE
EARLY IN THE MORNING KEEP ON PRESS MY DOOR BELL
THEN MAKE SO MUCH NOISE DRILLING HERE AND THERE
DIDNT THEY REALISE ITS ONLY LIKE 9AM
BLOODY HELL

THEN THOSE STUPID BLACK WORKERS!
REALLY FUCKED UP
DIDNT THEY PARENTS TEACH THEM NOT TO TOUCH OTHER PEOPLES STUFF?
AND DID THEY EVER REALISE THEY ARE SOOOO DIRTY
DUNNO HOW THEY DRAG THEIR WIRES AND END UP
MY TEVA SLIPPERS ENDED UP OUTSIDE MY HOUSE
AND THOSE STUPID GOONS
HAPPILY LEFT IT OUTSIDE
AND STEP ON IT AS THEY WALK IN AND OUT
TMDKNNCCNPCB LA
THEY LEFT SO MUCH DIRT AND DUST ON MY TEVA SLIPPERS!!!
PCB!!
NEVER SEEN PEOPLE WHO DO NOT EVEN HAVE BRAINS TO THINK!!
MY BLACK TEVA SLIPPER NOW BECOME WHITE LA
KNN!!
STUPID BLACK WORKERS!!
BLOODY FUCKERS!!

BLOODY FUCKER!!
WASTE MY TIME!!

Battle for the middle earth

Day 1

Once upon a time, lived this happy population of brain cells in the land of "Brainites"
They are a bunch of peaceloving and carefree group of population.
"Our greatest wish, is to achieve world peace"
quoted from the village chief.
However, theres this evil scheme plotting against this group of peaceloving population.
In the land of "Cell Culture Tissue Application" a.k.a CCTA, lived this group of evil cloned cells.
Their main objective is to conquer all lands and they had their target set on "Brainites"
By the way, the population of CCTA are great magic summoners who can call upon the power of earth, fire, wind, water.
"We will conquer all the land!!"
hailed the population of CCTA
On that fateful day, CCTA's stem cell warriors and summoners sprung an attack on the village of "Brainites".
Everyone was taken aback, but all was calm.
The summoners summoned their great beast, Stirred Tank Bioreactor to harvest all brain cells which get into their way.
Villagers of "Brainites" werent afraid at all.
They feed the Bioreactor with serum which ended up choking the poor beast.
Seeing that things arent going smoothly, the summoners called upon the power of elements, and from the beach, great tidal wave of trypan blue rises from the horizon!!
"What the.." exclaimed this brain cell and they built haemocytometer to counter attack the trypanblue flood.
After few hours of long battle, CCTA was defeated for they couldnt outwit the IQ of "Brainites"
"Don't think this is the end!!"
shouted this stem cell while they all busily run for their lives.

*prays tt wad i studied will come out*
best of luck to everyone taking exams~~

thx huiting
=))
haven eat anything since 3 plus..
no dinner too..
feeling so weak ha..
nvm will slim down..

我真的受伤了

窗外阴天了音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎麽你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了
灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

so dead..
i hate exams =((
esp instru..
i got retest tmr..
if everything like abc ..
where i can just memorise..
and vomit everything..
then good le..
sighs

if this goes on..
i m gonna break away soon..

there is this saying..
repay evil with kindness
i really wonder how true is it..

i m bounded in too many ways..
i need to be unleashed..
need to be free..

believe me i can fly
im singing in the sky

y must we all conceal..
what we need..
how we feel..
must there be a secret me..
i m forced to hide..
when will my reflection show..
who i m..
inside..

abc ct was ok..
ccta prac test i was writing my own story..
ha..
tireds..
didnt really study for my acmb prac test..
oh well..
shall write my own story again tmr !!
=))

i'm just your typical guy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human would. except what sets me apart is that i am lewis and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky, irritable and irritating in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.