its like 31 of dec 2007 already.
sighs.
i can only say i have alot of things on my mind
and i dont like year 2007

new year resolution for year 2008
may everything goes well for me in ns
may my life be less complicated
may he pass through ocs safely
may me be less emo?(which is impossible)
may monetary luck comes with me
may my family members have excellent health conditions (i dont mind shortening my life for them seriously)

date with jefter is like forever one.
cause we always ended up detouring
or we lose our way and ventured to some weird grasspatch
imagine we can actually walk till a dead end -.-
and have to cross the road on the expressway
i enjoyed the session outside the uob plaza
at least i get distracted for awhile
if not like so emo till can die cans.

its not that i dont like my new place.
its just that have to readapt to new peeps
especially when other peeps are like at least have a person they know of
but i have none.
and as usual being a s.n.a.g
cant help but being emo on the first day
3 days has passed and i have gotten to know new faces.
but.
i still miss the rest of them.
it has been to an extent that i am starting to hallucinate
its like jefter is laughing beside me during lectures
jian nan will always wait for me and we go up to bunk first
ber will always be around me..
its like this thinking just flash across
if only i strive to be more physically fit
perhaps i dont mind going to cmd sch.
at least thats where most peeps are..
i must be crazy to have such thinking..
sighs.
conclusion..?
i miss them lots..

if u ever find urself, lost and all alone..
get back on ur feets and smile
cause my love will get u home =)

i am lazy to upload pics.
anyway
i feel tired.
physically and mentally
i do wonder sometime have i been living in a dream
and will i wake up being in another different identity
in like 2 days time
ocs and sispec is gonna kidnap my frens
and frankly speaking
i dont like changes.
feels like everyone is moving on
and i am stagnant
i wanted to like go to the beach so much at like 1am just now
so that i can sit there and stone with the breeze blowing
ended up i walk a long journey home
just spacing out.
i kinda enjoyed the empty streets
feels so silent
its like the time just stopped for me
and i dont have to move on.
can i like turn back time..?
or at least choose not to be here..?

i'm just your typical guy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human would. except what sets me apart is that i am lewis and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky, irritable and irritating in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.