oh well..
i guess should sleep..

those sad love songs are so nice..
but..
how come all things to do with romance end up the sad way..
isnt that unfair..
sighs..
life is never fair anyway..
oh wells..
i m tireds..
really tireds...
am i really happy everyday..
i really dont know..
and worst of all..
sch starts tmr..
i guess time really dont wait..
so fast i m already halfway through my poly life..
very soon i will be in yr 3..
and i will graduate..
get lock in tekong..
goes working in the society..
marriage? maybe if theres someone for me..
then grow old..
and finally i can rest six feets under..
hmm..
seems like the future sounds so boring..
i really hope time can just freeze at this point of time..
but its impossible..
imagine ppl like me..
my future is really..
blurred..
ya.. blurred..
so much so..
i cant see where am i heading..
really..
ppl always get the misconception that being in life science u will have great future ahead..
but no!!
i m not that capable enough to even guarantee my own future..
if i werent tt playful..
so maybe i shd stop playing games..
and only thing in my mind is study..
bahhhhhhhhhhh..
such an oxymoronic i am..
sighs..
i m really not capable..
so pathetic..

反覆记号

爱情微笑著开始是美好
拥抱了之後是依靠触摸幸福坦诚勇敢
我们都在无限的符号里飘
热烈了以後却逃掉坚持弃权走掉
留下蹦紧的笑短暂而跳跃
我们习惯安静的放掉
也许我们都在寻找
属於爱情透明的句号
以为找到
我们之间却不是等号
也许我们都在寻找
属於眼泪的休止符号
我们却像平行的双巷道
只剩下各自单向的轨道
(逃离分开的惊叹号)
这样的反覆记号
会在那一刻放掉
陷在里面什黱
也无法抛掉抛掉

went to help sc do the board
somehow we touch on this topic
seems like our close friends around are all very capable..
they are like stars which shines..
ppl like..
wenlin ; netball vice captain, AD student
eping ; gpa 4 student
ron ; lsct vice pres, national school swimmer, gpa 4 student
sc & yf ; working student
zhiyi ; Fdirector, badmintion, gpa almost 4 student
huiting ; honorary secetary, gpa alsmost 4 student
till then did i realise..
how much do all my friends around me shine..
glaringly..
so much so..
its blinding me...
and i cannot be compared to them..
come to think of it..
i really think i m nothing..
just a person whos not outstanding..
not good in acadamic nor sports..
neither m i working..
i m just simply nuaster..
so horrible rite..
everything is so fated..
i suck..
such a failure..
tts all..

*p/s : i m glad both of u cleared the air

sighs..
wat is happening ard me now..
y is everything so out of place..

me & yf finally dyed our hair!!!
its red ! its red !
i feel so ang kong kong now..
wanted to go shunji matsuo..
but..
sean & allan wasnt ard anymore!!!!
i dunno y..
but they seems to have either
a) quit their job
or
b) changed their location
then we wander up to the 3rd floor
this nice saloon
THE SCENE
and we decided to do our hair there..
my stylist v zaiiii
she really v pro de!!
so amazed..
we cut..
dye..
highlight..
bla bla bla..
few hrs passed by..
finished!!
hurrayyy
nice red hair!!
then yf was looking at her reciept which stats 90 bucks
woo not bad ahh quite cheap she tot
then when we goes to the counter..
the person furiously pressed the calculator
and u see she wrote more n more numbers
end up hers become 120+ bucks
and mine??
200+ !!!!!!!!!!!
wtffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
we didnt know its THAT expensive lahhhhhhhhhhhh
my mum is gonna slaughther me!!!!!!!!!!!
i dun even dare to talk to my mum..
reach home also hide in room..
so dead..
shes gonna confront me 1 day and ask me how much is it..
zzzzzzzzzzzz
even she dun ask..
she can always check the passbook..
eitherway..
i m a goner!!
wa laoooo
i was horrified when i saw the numbersss
wtfffffffffffff
i m so dead mannn

oops
as usual i woke up late again
rush down to the clubbie
tot everyone has started cleaning
then see zy & ben nua on the sofa
ron sitting on the table

after reading the above paragraph shd be able to guess wad was i doing at the clubbie
CLEAN THE CLUBBIE!!!
guess wad will my mum says if she sees this
"ask u clean ur room so long dun wan clean then u go clean school"
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the clubbie is filled with
junks juNKS n more JUNKS!!
so many non usable items
eg ; griller since QR generation??
shd just throw away mannnnn
then we mop the floor
(the water is BLACK mannn)
the windows are now sparkling clean!!
i clean de!!
><

as we clean and clean
we got hungry
62353535
kfc deliveryyy
tt stupid person cheat our popcorn chicken
idoittt

classic highlight of the day
sc got locked in the clubbie!!
it was dark..
and she was whining away..
pleading evil zy & ben to open the door
knock.. knock..
"open the door!!" shouted poor sc
LOL
interesting event..

everyone is complaining about my summarising skills abt mawaii
but..
i really didnt encountered much interesting stuff
compared to the rest
eg ; classic moment of sc & yf, zy cramp leg, ht cannot slp , ron & his blisters
heh..
other then those evil mosquitoes over there
tsk tsk..
yupp so i wun talk abt it anymore

i kinda actually missed bedtime storiess
so heres one..

life was pretty peaceful in the land of greens
where the soil is rich in nutrients
flowers bloom, birds chirp
its a place of serenity
there lives this group of farmers
who are so peace loving
as usual, its the time for plantation again
they plant those lovely crops
tomatoes, corns, strawberries & etc etc..
however, peace doent last
the plantation was invaded by pests which are spreading viruses
poor crops, they are just so pure and innocent
which are not capable of defending themselves from those menacing viruses
ended up mutated one by one..
the farmers are in a dilema..
should they just leave those crops alone, which will then result in more crops being infected by the viruses
or
should they rid those pests once in for all and yet disrupting the whole balance of the ecosystem
thats why..
pests are really such irritating creatures
which only brings harm to the enviroment
even though getting rid of them will disrupt ecosystem
but to prevent more loss
they ought to be get rid of rite???
however, even farmers are disagree-ing inbetween themselves..
they cannot come to a conclusion..
what they could do now..
is only look at those poor crops..
one by one being tainted by the viruses..
and rot away..
sobss..
wait..
theres another way..
burn all crops and the pests!!
let them both perishhhh
but no!!
the farmers cherish the crops too much..
sighs..
the pests ought be cursed..

nice story aint it?
for bed time reference
=))

finally home!!
tiredss
ha..
simply drained
well done yf & mh
hope those who are sick & injured shall recover soon

sobs
will be away from home for 3 days
sobs
i miss my bed
i miss maple
i miss electricity
=((

woot
today is the first time i m feeling so much alive!!
after my illness
no more fever!!
no more headache!!
wooo~

woke up at 4pm today..
seems like 17hrs of sleep isnt enough..
head hurts...
zzz..

finally i m homeee !!!
after a deadly chalet trip..
which cause me to like die a portion of brain cells
and i haven slept much for the dayyy
waiting for tonight to repay my sleepness
zzz..

some interesting events during chalet
1) SC YF Eping played para para
2) Yvette spilled the planta on my leggg
3) Our supper at geylang you tiao da wang, not forgeting the da bao-ed yummi baby squids too!!
4) How we played murderer
5) YF broke the bottle of honey
6) Abit of mahjong session

at 7am i left my half played mahjong
rushed home
rushed to sch for mawaii briefingg
yups yups
and after that went townnn
ended at ps
wq keep on playing the free daytona
dunno y it doesnt need credits
play for free ><
and they played xbox
finally i was in la la land
and i woke up
i shd go home first
ha
and here i m =))

oh is my fever coming back??

first time
the thermometer given during sars
come so much in handy
loll

hmm
my temperature is rising again!!
ha..
later i become idoit..
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no waaaay
i rather die then become an idoit
hmphs

woo hoo
it has been soooo long
since i was last being hit by a fever!!
38 degree!!
and i was down since friday
actually fever is good de
when ur body temperature increase
it burn away the fats!
and i spent most of my time nua with my vampires
=))

boredsss
changed the song le!!
JJ's hui you na me yi tian
=))

i'm just your typical guy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human would. except what sets me apart is that i am lewis and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky, irritable and irritating in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.