during my afternoon nap
i actually had a nightmare
for dono what reason i was tailing this girl
walk pass alot of places
and i ended up in another dimension
same town
but the people there dont know how to reply
and keep on repeating doing the same chores
weird dream

anyway nowadays
even on weekends
i naturally wake up at 7am+
and by 11pm i am already falling asleep
its way past my bed time now
all thanks to facebook.

What happened during these few weeks.

OCS commissioning

finally my buddies commissioned as a 1 bar




























Happy 21st to bestie yf.
















































next sun will be my virgin attempt mounting COG as spds
and not guardsmen
looking forward to it
yet feeling nervous
scare i blank out and forget my drills
its okayy i can do it !!














Sentry outside Istana














Oct 5th is my turn!!

yeah
cause of alot of reasons
they insisted on reshuffling the people in my bunk
and i was really very affected by it
to me
we are like a family
and its like u are forcefully splitting up my family
its the darn feeling
u know they are just giving u excuses which are not valid
and yet u cant talk win them
cause they are either got higher rank
or they are more senior
i cried.
for the whole afternoon
i couldnt stop.
cause i was literally fed up by their nonsenses
i feel disappointed in spds already.
i love my friends more then anything else
i just want all of them to be happy..

if only theres an eraser for me to erase all the irritants
i think i am always getting into injuries these few days
i feel fat its time for me to go on diet
and
i just feel like spending my money on shopping
even when i know i am overly overdrafted

i'm just your typical guy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human would. except what sets me apart is that i am lewis and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky, irritable and irritating in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.