i think i kinda injured my right wrist
i cant do rotation now
anyway glad for those whom gets to mount cog this coming sep
i think alot of them deserve to
cause they really put in alot of effort
except this particular person
i just think hes darn selfish
who only thinks about himself
some more always kpkb
feel like kicking him out of my bunk when we move back to mpeu
rahh.
haha i kinda guessed i wont be mounting this sep
my drills are just not forceful impactful enough
somethings cannot do means cannot do ba
not so easy to achieve
however
despite not performing spds
as a new guard i got a new role
of acting the sentry -_-
kinda stressed
cause my drills abit suckyy
but yeahh.
bless me =)

i didnt know its so vulnerable..

nice rainy day
this kind of weather
should have spent my time with a good fren
at a coffee bean on 2nd floor situated along orchard road
sitting at a seat beside the window
then can see the rain hitting on the panels
people scurrying to find shelter
drinking coffee
gossiping and catching up
casting aside all the troubles and thoughts
woo shiok.

i think i should bring my mum out on monday
to celebrate her birthday
she hadnt went town in ages i guess
bring her sightsee
eat some town food
sing k? haha
perhaps buy her a nice jeans

whats the point of asking when u wont get the answer..?
somethings u should know u will know..
somethings u shouldnt know u are not required to know..
so why ask..?
somethings are better meant to be left unsaid..

i guess i must have been really depressed
its like even my mum asked me am i not happy
sorrie mummy..
yeah like there are alot of things which i cannot let her know
not only to her, and many other people
i feel like just breaking down.
but i cant.
i once told myself that whatever happen to me outside is my own problems
and i will not bring them home
which is why i needed some time on my own to settle my thoughts
some time which i can just dont bother dont care about anything
i really appreciate those who cared about me, trying to protect me
i love u all.

dont worry
i will hold on
i will stay stong
i wont be defeated so easily
i just need to get back on my feet

its only a week
and problems are arising
yes i wanna thank that fucking slut
for creating so much troubles
sick and tired of hearing the same things over and over again
i feel like just let go
and dont care anymore..

exhilarated
the amount of feelings cannot be explained in words
♡ u =)
i'll give u my best.

i feel like i was robbed
its like my mouth couldnt contain my heart

i'm just your typical guy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human would. except what sets me apart is that i am lewis and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky, irritable and irritating in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.