ooh and i saw that bling bling motorcycle again
a bike decorated with tons & tons of colourful light bulbs
won tickets to see sodagreen again this sat
well i compete so hard for it!!
cause xiao qing ge is not an easy song to sing
=)
a word to describe myself?facade.
一直到今天，
我终于鼓起勇气，
去打开那原已被封印的盒子。
从那次到现在，
我已不再想去再让自己受到伤害，
所以便开始逃避。
有时候让事情停滞，也不是一件坏事。
至少应为没有退路，但也不必前进。
但看着你那些小短篇，也让我红了眼眶。
“好眼泪，坏眼泪，我都曾为你流，感动和悲伤都是理由。。
只希望当我不再想你的时候，有好的眼泪慢慢流。。”
我不知道。。
也许真的是性格不和。
我觉得自己本身比较像狐狸；习惯在小群中活动
不然会觉得自己并没有实在感
你会比较像狼；喜欢在大群中活动是啊。
我猜想每人都会有长大的一天。
也许要学会如何处事待人。
虚伪。。也许是必然的。
但是，当一个人一直带着面具
不会迷惘吗？
到底哪一个才是真正的自己。
我对你而言，真的那么重要吗？
我不知道你想说设么，
也猜不透你的心理，
想说就大大声的说出来。
yesterday was surprising busy
performed at hark in the evening
followed by B&J with singing frens
on the way to cathay
suddenly ms lin who mia for a week finally decided to reappear
asking me to go tiong bahru -.- ( how do i go home )
meanwhile suddenly i noticed a girl crazily jump towards me
it was wang2 (my sec sch fren) with the legendary mr yao (i hope?)
at that moment i am like tied with 3 different group of peoples
but it was kinda interesting
so i psycoed ms lin to come town while i quickly finish my B&J
ms lin and i strolled from cathay to wisma
bumped into jeremy & ruifang (sec sch class mate)
oh well and to realise orchard was damn filled with people
1) start of GSS
2) it was last friday of the month LATE NIGHT SHOPPING
3) bloody last day of sch for pri sec jc hence the over influx of kids
walkwalkseeseetourtour
sat down at pastamania to chat
and missy chong too over ms lin place after her pirates
continued with chat till 2am
been doing some thinking
maybe its time i put an end to their nonsense
looking forward to sodagreen concert
zhe shi yi shou jian dan de xiao qing ge~
that bloody renovation somewhere ard my house is really getting on my nerves
at some point of time i got the urge
to shout out of the window
"stop the bloody drilling"
geez
is there anything else better for me to do then just rot around?
isnt it fun to be singing 5 days out of 7days of the wk?
improve improve!!
virtual..a form of escapism..a place where your wish is granted..where the sun rises from the west..where the pig flies..wouldnt it be nice if we can just stay inside..and not wake up..?however..when it collides with reality..virtual shatters..just like a piece of glass..you have to wake up one day even if its a nice dream..but..i just wanna stay inside..even for just a lil while more..
sometimes..
things do doesnt goes smoothly as planned
sometimes..
people just be contented and be together with the person who they like and yet likes them
sometimes..
kids should just enjoy what they see in the present and leave the worrying to adults
sometimes..
maybe i just didnt try hard enough
suddenly got haircut-randomness
shall go and have a nice snip later
一次又一次
我又开始质疑自己的存在感
每天过着毫无意义的生活
我。。
也可以帮助人吗？
its time to do some upgrading
recently had taken an interest in chinese novels
improve my chinese literature
时间早已流逝
也不可能再重来一次
联系着我们的桥梁也越来越微弱
你就像恒星，不需要其他外来援助
就能自己散发出能量
而我却像行星，根本没有能力
只能接受外来的能量
同样是星球
却有着天南地北的差异
唯一能做的
就是对着遥远的北极星
即使看不见也没关系
默默的为你祈祷
因为我没有像你那般的勇气
能去面对世俗犀利刻薄的眼光
你那条路将充满着无数荆棘
对我而言，你早已
离开了，消失了，不见了
因为我们活在看似相似
确又截然不同的世界
虽然你看不见，也听不见
我还是想要对你说
你要好好过
when was the last time you feel like just to let go and cry..?=(
watching 1 litre no namida makes me an emo barbie
its just simply sad and more sad
heart wrenching
and the song just simply suits the show
it just rings insides me
so coincidently i heard the song playing so many times on mon
脊髓小脑变性症
also know as Spinocerebellar ataxia (SCA)
a disease which causes shrinkage of cerebellum
the part of brain which controls coordination of movement
so as time progresses
the cells which controls movement will be destroyed
thus leads to poor coordinations of hand and legs movement, speech
however they still retain their intellgence
and the risk of getting choke to death is high
a cruel disease
the patients are unable to express their thoughts
=(
a sky-clear night
with big round moon and glittering stars hanging in the sky
and also..
3 robbers who robbed a lady
whats the world coming into
while i was jogging at night
i witnessed a case of robbery (again)
commited by 3 teenagers
it was like suddenly i noticed see some ppl zoom past me
i tot what were they rushing for
and ppl behind were shouting and chasing
the police car was there and i tot they will catch em anyway
however
when i jogged back 1 round
i saw the 3 teens somewhere along the upper road
3 chinese guys, 2 aged ard 15-16, 1 got the typical army head
xiao hun hun la
so my point is
i think the police are not really doing their job
first they sent 2 person to catch 3 teens
in terms of age, number, gender, running speed
it is not convincing at all that they can catch em
waste us tax-payers money
my 7 needs for my coming days
i need to
- visit the darn nokia care centre
- visit the darn driving centre to renew my PDL
- wake up earlier and stop sleeping 10hrs a day
- end my rotting days asap
- stop putting so much smiles on my face
- be more aggressive
- fill myself with more and different kind of emotions
我想 每個人
生來就不應該孤獨
昨天刚看了一部片 《盛夏光年》
看完后颇有深深的些感触
片里三个角色的关系非常奥妙
但也有些心酸
尤其是当正行发现身边的两位好友
（守恒与惠嘉）在一起的那一刻
他把守恒推开而跑去自甘堕落
因为
一，不知不觉他对守恒的关系已
不是好朋友而已
二，要面对自己内心的挣扎
三，要如何对待两位好友
看了让人不禁落泪
爱一个人，真的就能超越任何界限吗？
真的可以很单纯的去爱一个人吗？
不愧是文艺片，能让人思考那么多。。
最后献上片里的一首插曲
丁当 - 明白
你说你感觉不对
心情很坏
我无法控制
泪水流下来
莫名的难过是情绪作祟
没有谁错谁对需要安慰
不能离开
我只是要你明白
明白我对你的爱
除了你我的爱无可取代
我只是要你明白
明白我对你的爱
没有人让我如此的依赖
因为你我的爱永远存在
just a bunch of plastics
trying to make itself useful by becoming carriers or containers
seems helpful right?
yet
u cant bury em, as they are non-biodegradable
u cant burn em, as they release poisonous gas
plastics
trying to make itself seems great
infact only cause harm to the environment
try harder next time
