freak!!
feeling so god damn afraid now
gordon is really freak!
firstly i didnt know if i pass my 60% anot
and this paper is so god damn screwed
i dont know how to pass
freaking afraid of retaking modules
freaking worried
freaking gordon
freak me!

oops
from some source
the above entry was a case of mistaken assumption
=x=x

my tv kept on seducing me
i have alot of shows waiting for me to watch
instead of studying =x=x

maths was horrible..
sobs
so is amb pat imm gonna be

with respect to A's entry
i can only agree to the fullest extend!!
that B is really cunning
lols
i guess A found out B wrote something which made A really piss off
hmm
seldom read peoples blog now
feel that its kinda redundant
no point finding out what other people writes
and pisses you off?
thats why even i myself seldom blog now =))
no point no point

had a random thought just now
wouldnt it be nice
if i could play the piano??

i am mad
mad with L'Amour~
so obsessed with 7370
its a nice vintage phone!!
aww..

study break
first paper this coming friday
study hardz
year 3 soon..
thats fast
boos..

"If you find a four-leaf clover,
It will bring happiness.
But don't tell Anyone
Where its white flower blooms
Or how many leaflets from its stem extend.
The four-leafed clover.
I only want your happiness,
knowing
I can never be yours to share it."

haven seen mel for such a long time
jc peeps have graduated and are working
aww.. the $$

i am glad that yvette and co are so high over the cookie
glad that they like it
so glad that such small gifts could made their day
seeing them happy made my effort worth while
even if some people doesnt really appreciates my efforts
it doesnt really matters

yup
humans are hypocritical

each and everyone are born to be the way they are
if sometimes people hates you for being the way you are
i can only say its fated

sometimes i guess i have over done things
i really didnt mean it
its unintentional
because thats just the way i am
blame on my ignorant
but i am still grateful to those who are still around me
really thanks alot
=))

i feel so disabled without the net..
so freakingly my net is always down at the most inappropriate time

the worlds if full of bitch
everyone is a bitch
everyone talk bad about each other
u hate them u talk bad about them
u love them u talk bad about them too

in life
everything is filled with lies

i am beginning to hate u..
i really hate u..
yet i still care for u..
but u are just making me hate u..
come to the end u just dont trust us..
do whatever u 2 wants
dont come asking us for help if u screwed ur own stuff

i not stupid 2 is a nice show!!
super lame
super touching
but unluckily
some fucking spoiler inside
who watch the show before
keep on kpkb through out the movie
yf fierce okie!
she said
"ppl come here to watch movie not hear u all say stories la!"
sia la
ah lian
haha..
i mean those ppl are really fuckers loh..
people see show already so touched want to cry
and they keep on laugh and make noise..
zz..
spoiler..

i absolutely dislike people who act big
gao bu zua!!
get outta my sight!!
go to hell la..

i seriously pray that your soul can be released..
and hope that u will need me someday..

finally the open house is over
and i am done!!
finish all my stuff!!
and i am fishballphobic
horrible..
feel so touched when ron & ervia finish selling them..
and i had fun making alpha gel
dr lim' s son is so cute!!
gave him some gummies
and my alpha stab gel
my nicest creation
yay..
tireds
finally like a heavy load off my shoulder
really feel very grateful to alot of people =))

feeling screwed..
i think i am such a bad organiser..
all the stuffs are not selling..
if not its sold at a loss..
and gls are not behaving themselves either..
this shows that its my fault for not able to control them..
and its my fault for being a bad organiser..
i just do not have the capability..
and i am just not competent compared to others..

i think something bads gonna happen to me
i have been seeing blood for past 2 days
yesterday get that slit..
today my toenail bleeded for no reason
didnt even find a wound..
i think somethings gonna happen tmr..
hais

seems like life has been so grey and dull for me..
life is so unmeaningful..
and not fufilling..
really wish to end everything..



there you go..
a nice slit on my wrist..
bleed to death ba!!

okay i seems like a psyco
illtreating myself!!
nahh
i was cut by the strawboards for the open house posters..
i dont know why it was so accurate
and the slit ended up on my wrist
looks as if i commited suicide

anyway i do surprise myself sometimes
i guess i have accquired the ability of taking things by the stride
=))
sad things just go away ba..
i feel perfectly alright today

and stupid malick
damn irresponsible
we rush so damn hard for the ppt
and theres no class today
which he didnt even inform us
to think i only had 1 hr of sleep..
asshole him..

busy rushing the pat ppt..
feel so hurt..
whatever..
still gotta rush my ppt anyway..
and whole loads of stuff waiting for me tmr..
but i cant help but to feel depressed once again..
it just landed like a bomb..
karma..
must be due to the evil stuffs i had done previously..
now i have been karmafied..
whatever..

i'm just your typical guy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human would. except what sets me apart is that i am lewis and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky, irritable and irritating in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.