oh i spotted this dog which was being tied to the normal staircase railing when i was jogging around my neighbourhood
i wonder whos the owner who is so cruel to leave it there
and when i walk pass it look at me
its eyes filled with pity-ness
so poor thing
but theres nothing i can do for it leh

why the stupid person cant bear to return my concepts of genetics!!
i wan to borrow la!!

seriously..
i m going to study le..
i wan to own a cup too~
today i have learnt tt..
other then DAPI stain to detect mycoplasmal infection..
other alternative is method is by PCR a.k.a
polymerase chain reaction..
woo~
one step closer to owning a cup..
must look up to ronron..

hmm i think theres something wrong with me
i ought to slap myself
why am i getting so paranoid huh?
why do i think so much?
its not like the end of the world?
this shouldnt be the way that i should behave
if not history is going to repeat itself
and i am not going to let it happen again
*wake up!!*
yea!
i finally think through le
no more of swinging le
*cheerios*

oh great
something is wrong with my phone
my laptop is lagging for no reason
everything seems screwed
so is my life i guess?

tarot says things are beginning to change
yet i m addicted to the past
everything is a cycle
past experience has already taught me a lesson
but yet same things are happening again
its time to move on
forget about the past
my past lifestyle has come to an end

sounds quite true..
imagine i m home at 3pm on a friday..
which is so the unlike me!?!?
oh well..
oh! another of my list eliminated

i shall now declare from today onwards..
i belong to the GO HOME club..
like wad andrea said..
no more rotting ard everyday..
hmm..
maybe its better this way..
i will have more time to study at home..
and even save money eh?
i even purposely walk down to the pasar malam at the bustop..
bought some food..
and walk one big round to my house..
woo~
yea thats life eh?

we shd never depend on others too much..
everyone shd be independent..
for wad u get in the end..
is still loneliness..
and i dun feel like speaking..

oh wad a sucky day..
my plan was being twarted throughout..
inside out..
too much things happened..
and i dun even feel like relating to it at all..

and the only part i was happy was when
i was watching ghost train with zy ht & yf..
why?? because i keep on laugh at the movie..
dunno why..
and yf was damn funny also la..
she was like so scared and she keep on kiu..
then she keep on boo hoo i v scared..
i dun really understand the show..
but quite touching in the end..
and i was laughing all the way in the cinema
hello? isnt it supposed to be scary??

sighs..
great.. one by one getting attached..
which is good sign for normal..
of course i m happy for them..
sighs..
but i guess..
i m hardly normal..
i have got too much flaws..
i really hate myself ..
can i just die?

seems like alot ppl frezzing their blog..
issit they got nothing to talk about??
anyway..
its fun to stay back after sch and stay at the sim canteen
u will see alot of familar faces walking pass..
then u will go hi here and there
till ard 6..
u will start to see lecturers & tso leaving
ha..
its really interesting..
or u can say i m really too free?

oh yea
great day for shopping
cuz sch ends at 12
and this shop at far east call O2 having such cheap stuffs
andrea eping and i bought something from there
the shirt cost $13 nia
so cheap!
ha i simple lurves sales

oh i found out some stuffs today
and my only reaction was..
i feel kinda disgusted?
why do it have to always be the guys..
who are so fan jian?
zz so disappointing..

wad a night of video viewing..
when we didnt really watch finish all the video..
cuz its getting abit dry..
well..
end up playing mahjong all night long

dulan by tt LL
she sux la
disgusting piece of shit
whole night so extra
the room where we play is already so small le
then she keep on chap in
we play she keep on kpo
act majiam so pro keep on tell us wad tiles to discard
then when theres the spillage of drinks
she wun go and clean
still go and ask qiurong to clean
then later still dare to say she just now already see flooded le
keep on instruct ppl to do things
then when we were about to leave
she enter the lift
stand beside the buttons
dunno how to hold the door one
and then the door closed on me
wth i was so pissed off
then i ji tao yelled
wa lao dunno how to hold the door issit
the prob is she is so stupid till she tot i was saying qiurong & ann
and she even look at them and laugh
such a stupid person
who dont even know wats basic courtesy
hurrss
spoilt my day
is she stupid or she is stupid?

anyway thanks cabin for lending us his house
and the mahjong lol


woow a schooless day..
cuz no IS.. so happy..
tts why i say thurs is my fav day..
supposed to meet ht zy sc at queensway at 1130..
end up everyone only arrived at 1230..
ha
bought a purple shirt wooww

a traumatised bus ride on bus 14
theres this mad man on the top deck..
we sat down .. and he yelled chee bye!!
and he kept on muttering strange languages..
which i couldnt make out any..
then he keep on shout mati! die!
at first we thought he was on the phone or wad
cuz he got earpiece..
then i took a glance..
but the earpiece is connected to mp3 player!!
the 4 of us were so traumatised by him
tt we decide to go down to the lower deck
tt man must be either crazy.. or who knows..
possessed!!
scary..

yea and we alighted at cine
next destination!!
kbox!!
hmm the irony part is..
normally we sing 3 hrs then will like sing till not shuang..
cuz like sing abit then times up
todays we sang from 2 to 7..
its like 5 hrs..
is really sing till nothing to sing..
till we literally dug out those old old songs
lol..
great day..
tmr schling again..
sux got to acmb prac..
hate pillai!!!



firstly today's my dads bdae
and i rushed home immedately after school
dinner was at..
DING TAI FUNG!!!
omg my fav fav xiao long bao!!!
but i feel that crystal jades XLB is like nicer lehhh
one good thing abt DTF XLB is that the skin is thick yet soft
it wont tear easily and the soup will be still inside!!
yumsss

something about sch..
oh i m so so so pissed by this guy in my class..
we are supposed to do pbl..
then yesterday he never bring the infos..
we asked him to go home and do.. which he eventually didnt..
then he today during presentation..
he literally bluff his way through
somemore say till like he v noble
wth? the rest of us were like..
"wow hes such a GREAT liar!!"
sickening fellow..
as huiting would normally classify this kind of ppl under this catagory..
the GAO BU ZUAs!!
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i feel so drained today ..
dunno why ..
i slept on my dads car on the way to sch ..
during ccta when joseph kueh was explaining how to do ..
*tried to join down some notes but dun even have energy to hold my pencil ..
during free time when during prac ..
*i didnt help much in the prac today ..
during instru lecture ..
*tried to stay awake but was hypnotised to slp by cyc ..

then after sch i hang with the usuals..
i yesterday never hang wor!
anyway..
i m simply tired today..
slpy now .. but have to study for abc quiz ..
..

i can never be a perfectionist..
cuz i always heck care stuffs..
nowonder i m a dreamer..
cuz i dream too much..
and think too much..
*argh*
seems like i have been attacked by flu virus!

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wow look at the time!!
its only 4 and i m at home already!
miracle..
anyway..
have been doing much thinking these few days..
i guess i m suffering from mood swings again..
sometimes i really dread myself for wad i am..
come to think of it..
i think i am nothing..
seems like theres is nothing that i excel in..
i m not good at studies..
neither am i physically inclined..
i dont know any instruments..
and i sux at sports..
ha.. sometimes i really think have i really choose the wrong path?

looking at the past..
i remembered winning sports day when i was in pri sch..
i remembered that i topped the class during exams..
but.. i am bad at this 2 now..
why???
think is due to pure lazyness..
i am not motivated to study at all..
not motivated in sports at all..
instruments maybe due to monetary constrains..
if my mum let me learn piano when i was young..
maybe at least i will be happier.. for at least there is something that i know of..
however..
sighs

u know..
i guess sometimes i m really so envious of others..
at least they really have something that they excel in..
be it studies.. any sports.. piano..
now i know why i hate hearing ppl talking abt db & cp stuffs..
train here train there..
man! arent they egoistic?
however.. because i knew that this is something that i will never be able to do..
thats why..
in conclusion..
i m envious..

apparantly..
something must be done i supposed..
i shall look up to ron ron and be a cupowner!!
he's like the best model student around la..
nomore hanging ard at orchard everyday..
i shall study..
maybe exercise?
ha.. i am just a plain fat dumbo..

i just simply lurvvvve kbox!
ha..
sing all my heart out!!
hmm..
but i still cant find anyone who can blend with my voice lehhhh
hmm..
i was late la..
then ron and peijun went in 1st
sc and me went in later ha
peijun is a great singer too!
somemore she look abit like sun yanzi..
but i dun like ..
sc sang wor!!
purposely dedicate eyes on me for her..
her voice v similar to faye wong la!!
hahahaha
i went home at 6 lo..
early rite?
ha..

its the GSS now la!!
everywhere i go i see sale sale sale
argh
heart itchy..
i have set my eyes on this light purple polotee!!
or is it a shirt?
well anyway the colour is somewad like my blog the shade de purple
its so cool la!
ha.. i will buy it.. soon..

i really really really hate the acmb prac teacher
she literally sux to core!
wasnt really in the mood of studying today
i think i didnt managed to absorb any stuff..
was already kinda moody already
and yet kana pissed of by that prac teacher again
argh!!
tts why didnt wanted to go the another gary farewell..
zzz
add on..
i m sick!!
sorethroat!! sians..
must be paranoid like yvette..
'i kana E coli infection!!'
ha..

as usual
i m late for IS AGAIN
hahaha
well i reach at 130 la..
then surprisingly see sc eping huiting so enthu at the lappy
then heard quickly finish the idea creation and sypnosis can go le
woooooo
ji tao chiong ahhhhhh
then we left at 2
ahahaha
then is was town nuaing again!!
ha..
yea gonna do my work later soon..

the gate is closing the gate is closing
the galt will be closed
and its sealed..

i m so proud of myself!!
because i was on time today for my abc quiz!!
yuga even said 'good u are just on time today'
the prac was quite short
and we went kap for mac breakfast!!
then when went back to sch at sim
while waiting for the gals to go toilet..
yuga walk pass again..
ha.. then she even say bye to me diao..
she already know me le lo
1st prac late 1 hr..
2nd prac miss quiz
3rd prac finally reach on time!!
but get 14/20 nia..
haha
oh well..
then 4hrs of dry lectures...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
oh i was eating throughout haha
because i bought chocolates..
and everyone ard me was eating rollercoaster.. potato chips.. ha
then we all shared ard..
no one was listening at all
ha..

after that went for dinner with yf ht at bukit timah market
woo hoo..
nice food!
so literally i have been eating through out
ha..
gonna get drown in fats.. but nvm..

happy bdae to E-ping!!
finally u are 18!!
grow old le wor!!
ha..
hope u will be everlasting with ur ben ben ><

and her ben ben showed us the video of how he disected the mice today!!
its like sooooooooooo disgusting la
but still okie..
the sad part is when how he killed the mice..
its like the mice is so cute?
white white round round.. like hamster u know?
and he just kill it..
see the mice squeak and jerk ard..
its like v saddening la..
i really cant bear to kill something so cute..
damn i will have problem with immuno prac next sem la!
i feel kinda depressed after looking at how the mice died..
*prays that it goes to heaven*
sighs poor mice..

realised that ccta prac actually quite fun..
just that the prac worksheet abit tedious..
cyc lesson is daydreaming session..
talking & joking ard as usual
after sch and rotted at library with hansheng and aaronmichael..
they 2 also v funny de la
after that we went for the farewell for our dear gary!!
hes gonna go ns soon!!
*prays for his safety*
quite amazed that pizza hut managed to contain so much of us?
ha.. the person even delivered an extra order to out table..
heck ah! eat!! its free!!
woo~

i m so guilty..
guilty so m i..
haha.. ><

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oh sch was fine today..
and that cyc is dumb!
tsk!
and i finished sch at 12!!
hurray!
me sc huiting ahkwan went kap again!!
oh ho sinful..
mac is fattening..

desperate housewives is indeed a nice show!!
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lifes so exciting hur?

ok i have to say that i m unfilial..
because it has been a week since i last visited my grandpa..
who is in amk hospital..
due to my sch time and my hang time with sc everyday after sch..
no i shdnt find excuses.. anyway..
yea thats why i m there today!!
hmm
i m so glad that he has recovered sooooooooo fast
he can now get out of the bed and walk using a walking stick!!
ha i m so happy for him..
heard he can finally discharged after so many mths of living in the hospital
like 4 mths? yea abt that
yup!!
and when he discharged i hope that i can find more time to go over my aunts hse to visit him yea?
*i ought to slap myself for finding excuses not to visit him
really v happy to see him healthy once again
and can be on his own feets again :)

i m v sadded..
cuz of some stuffs she said just now..
i almost told her everything..
but.. sighs..
shes like sc..
inferiority complexity..
sighss..

woo was at east coast chalet for ah des 21th bdae party!
well.. then i was busily eating yea
played a few rounds of moneyless mahjong..
her bdae cake is damn nice!!
its not like those normal cake with cream on top..
its like those pastries.. in middle got a thick layer of mango moose
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
damn nice.. from baker's inn!!

after that when all those wars
cake flying sessions..
splashing coke session of bdae girl starts..
even my sis went to get her revenge
lol
and then me juan dawn & my sis went bishan party world
anngary ah
cuz party world cheat my feeling
the package was only from 11pm-1am
which is like 2 hrs nia
then we didnt know that
i was expecting it to be like till 3am?
then sing till not shuang la
cheat my feeling
then ended up reaching home so early

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Sloth: 60%

Envy: 40%

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Greed: 20%

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guys.. be patient..
i haven blog finish..
cuz i type till i fall asleep
..
anyway..
continue from yesterday..

met up with huiting zhiyi ron yf
*nah ur name la*
then they eat at kfc..
but i was so full lo..
to the extent that i feel sick smelling the chicken..
then we meet up with peijun again..
at as usual rotted at the mac outside china black there..
but as usual got headache..
then talk talk talk
soon went home le..

oo tonight may not be online
cuz i m over at my sis fren bdae party
woo hoo!

recently feeling moody whenever i m at home..
i also dunno why..
too much stuffs to think about..
think of her everynow and then..
well.. but.. sighs..
i think too much..

okie..
shall start my day with mobin siddique lesson..
bored.. bored.. bored..
argh then cyc lesson..
bored.. bored.. bored..
and i managed to bear through the 3 hrs lecture!!!
acmb prac i was so dulan with the pillai!!!
she sux la..
she never guide us at all..
and expect us to know every single steps in the experiment..
then i ask her wheres the cuvette..
she say ask the TSO..
wth she might as well ask the TSO to teach?
i even feel that mr tan knows more then her la
then ask us to write the method of experiment in brief form..
but cannot copy from book
stupid la..
then today prac so long..
ji tao do till pek chek..

today during lunch me and sc went canteen 1..
then hansheng aaronmichael jasonpang was with us..
then me and sc ji tao observe...
throughout the whole meal..
the 3 of them never speak till!!!
me and sc jitao self entertain..
then i wonder..
does guys really have so little things to say??
they made the 2 of us seems like we very noisy la..
hmm.. *ponders*

after tt i went cut hair!!
at shunji again..
it was the same stylist who attended to me the previous time!!
i like his style!!
haha remember him le!! his name is sean..
lol

then we celebrated epings bdae at tony roma..
although her bdae is next week..
cuz the actul date shd leave t mofo..
ex but not bad..
quite nice..
then i went off meet huiting & company again
haha..

sorry guys..
i m on swing again today..
i m okay now!!
*revived*

anyway.. i was late for IS again..
*despite its at 1pm!!
but my teacher was nice..
so nvm..
my IS project we decided to do the Ren Ci thingy...
interesting.. then the teacher let us go find the incharge..
me sc ht eping we strolled all the way..
even bought drinks..
and even went to blk 80 to pass up sc prac worksheet..
meanwhile bumped into weiqi & bernard at the office
*wooooooooooo~~
and we strolled back~
get to visit Ren Ci hospital next wk!!
i guess?

after sch..
very dulaned..
dun wanna talked abt it..
then at town..
me sc zy ht took neoprints!!
but so suay la
my fav machine cock up..
and cannot print our pic..
somemore cheated us 1 dollar..
then we are allowed to use another machine..
but it sux la..
sighss so suay la..
more dulaned...
and after we took pic..
super dulaned............
and we decided to go home..

oh come to think of it..
the neoprints..
sc looks like a monkey la!!!!
ahahahahh
she got the monkey face!!!
*grinss resemble **
and huiting sabo me..
put 1 pic she block her and sc..
then draw LOVE for me & zy..
-.-""

i guess..
i cant close the gate..
i just cant seem to forget..
hmm.. sighs..

happy bdae to japheth the noob!!

wad a long day today..
and i was late for prac..
thus i wasnt allowed to take the quiz!!
wth.. its like i started studying since mon la..
and then didnt get to take..
wasted lo..
purposely set this stupid rule..
its like if every prac is gonna have quiz and they have such rule..
i think i can fail every module..
for i will be late for 8am de prac la..
wth..
somemore today yf was damn pissed of with evergreen..
cuz he locked them outside and dun let them enter..
just because they were late..
hes so damn attitude!!
4hrs straight lectures...
boring.. i started talking away with royston during abc..
ccta tried v hard to listen and stay awake..
acmb is really sux ..
mobin siddique taught so much and i absorbed 0%
woo great!! and i slp throughout his lecture..
hurss

after sch was nua-ing session again..
nuasters like me yf sc ht ended up at kap..
and sc will goes one mcspicy double meal upsize drink change to ice lemon tea
lol..
as usual.. we talked abt almost everything under the sun..
even covered those tt not under ..
come to think of it me & sc have been talking everyday..
since mon
haha..
too much stuffs to touch on..

i'm just your typical guy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human would. except what sets me apart is that i am lewis and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky, irritable and irritating in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.