eat slptv net eat slp tv netoh ho ho what a slacky dayhmmbut its really boringlots of stuffs still undonesiansss
gun powder lingering in the airhurstheres nothing much i can do..sighssi really wanted peace..
oh finally.. a day for me to rest at homewithout going anywhereits kinda boringbut at least its a day for some spiritual energy regenerationso much stuffs awaitssighs
oh man gl training shd be fun de lohthanx to THAT asswho screwed up everything always thinks that hes so greathurssonly know how to kpkbother than that..had a very exciting dayfilled with furiousity laughter crazyness pityness..i just dont understand why some ppl just dun understandits not about 1 person aloneits abt the whole lsct..things are beginning to surface..
i just realisedmy expenditure too hightherefore..i have come to a decisionwhich is to stop learning pianothough i barely startedand i guess i shd get a jobwork and study at the same timewouldnt that be interesting?i think such life would be more interestingat least u can spent as much as u likehmm..
ok i m still glad i got some frens by my sidesc eping u 2 are my dearest =xsee !i added u 2 to my LIKES=D
great! even my time table kinda sux!seems like everything sucky comes all at the same time!i will have to go back to my 6am wake up routinefight toilet with my sisargh!!why does everything comes down on me!!all at the same time!
i lurve sundayscuz its the only day i can rot at home peacefullyhoweverwhen i woke upmy breakfast was invaded by a horde of antsss!!i hate antsssthrew away my breakfast =(and i took the table clothwiped out the whole clan of antssswahahahwho ask them to mess with my breakfastnow i hv got nothing to eat
results are out on thursi did ok la..C for ipcC+ for mbB for ocomA for iac & mstipc and mb so hard to scorebut wellat least i m glad to get my A for mstyesterday went klunch with andrea eping yf roy rainewe sang till over shot the timebut heckthen stayed at raine hse for mahjong sessionso xiong la cuz zhongwei keep on 4 tai 5 taithen last rd i win 5 taithen alvin empty drawer leso overall i still won 2 bucks
today training was kinda ok..some cheers are interestingbut one thing i dun like is they keep on tekan us..abit de wu li qu nao ba..ok shant comment more later kana bombardhurssanyway it was fun walking ard sch bombing SU de pplhaha..quite lame babut most imptly is fun!!ended ard 430 ba..then me yf eping sc went town shop windowoh ho ho.. 1stly we went xu liu shan..the mango desert stall!!omg we ordered like 2 mango pudding 1 mangopudding with icecream1 mango with sago and its like we go there after training mahso 4 of us were wearing the yellow shirtand the deserts were yellow and orange??haha ..its like so yummi lawe ate deliriouslyXDdinner at LJS tooas usual we talked alot the stuffs just goes on & ongossips.. things abt everyday life.. just lurves theses small talksdidnt know we actually have the same thinking ..
i bought a pair of converse shoegreyish greenkinda cooland cheapXDoh and best of luck to alls..results are out tmr .. nitess
finally i m homeeeeei miss my bed so muchthe trial camp was such an interesting experiencewe were split into teh o, teh si, teh bingwhat a lame name haha..then though the games were almost the same for my focbut its like sgls all very du cuz we gls mathe games stuffs all gao gaoalot of games very interesting bapipe casketteh si was the only grp who managed to get the ball out*cheers to teh si!!we used detergent and plastic bags then the ball was out fast la then after that we were busy mopping the floorremoving the evidenceoh and all those detergent plasticbag mop all the cleaning auntie desome more we finished her detergentlater the next day she must be cursing who touched her stuffsplanta rolloverthe most jing dian gamerolling over planta and play scissors paper stonejason tan was bad at it!!earthworm jimthe muddy gamewe rolled in mudwhich is great for complexionand rolled over one anothershooting starjust a great game to get bombedbodypartsthe most fucked up gameon the plastic mat was filled with soy sauce egg flour kayaand we are supposed to step on itthen the amt of body parts requested was to be on the matafter that we are asked to roll over iti was the last to roll and OMGwhat ever left over was thrown on the matand then they wrapped me up like a popiah!!wtf siathen some other games dun remember leoh i entered welfare command my grp is carnagewth is carnage??the sgls played a prank abt sacking peeps on usand the i shall commenttheir acting kinda suxcuz we are such clever peeps and saw though their actingesp mahathir who scold scold then walk out of the roomto laughlameooooi was being saboed to be the person in charge of the gl performanceahhhand the best part is they wanted to do something abt stompwth is stompthe rythm thingy beating of pails stuffswhich i do not have a single idea of whats it abtand here i m incharge?oh well the bridge will be straight then the boat reachesfreshman induction day was kinda fun toostarting we were kinda not used to speaking upbut then soon we were like playing with the freshies lepsyco-ing sessionseriously looked forward to focbut lots of hard work to be put in cheersss
ok.. trial camp is like less then 8 hrs away..and here i m blogging..with my unpacked stuffs all ard..and i m still chatting on msn!!hahawell.. so many stuffs to bring!!sickening..*grumbles*my day was spent copy and pasting of the chinese poemwhich entitled"love at first sight"quite nice notice the strange symbols at the 1st page of blog??must change ur encoding to unicode utf 8 in order to viewdinner went for something like class dinnerhaven see some of them for some timeeping got a new haircut which is niceeat the tian tian steamboat..so so la..abit ex loh..ok i shall stop grumbling and start packing..
//**happy birthday to minghui ~~helped out at matriculationand i saw maliana!!my ex collegewow didnt expect her to be in sch?her sis is in health science u seethat brought back memories when we were workingoh and was specially attentive to whether any chio girls coming to lsctand me and sis juan spotted onethe 1st we approachedswt girllolsssi bought a adidas shoebag for trial
cuz must bring 2 pairs of shoes and 1 sandals
heavy..
go camp majiam i run away from home oh and i saw wenlin at suntec!
also went esplanade to find some chinese song scores
hard to find
but found some interesting de
and its chim
i dunno how to play!!!
oh wells..
i will one day..
i need lotsa lotsa lotsa sleep~~
the sunshine is finally out after the raini can see the rainbow noweverythings has gone welli shall be back to normal =D
just came back from sentosa again ..
didnt really get to enjoy ..
now i m at home waiting ..
time seems to pass so slowly ..
kinda afraid of phone calls ..
waiting ..
prays that everything will goes just fine ..
its tues now ..wed is approaching ..i really need a guidance now ..i cant decide ..
it has been with me for 2 years..finally we decided to give freedom..for its not happy when its with us..so..we released it..bye to my luohan fish..as it waded down the waters of bishan park..**maybe we release it then it will bless me win 4D XD
once again..
the earth crust shook.. and i could feel it..the floor was like wobbly..as if i was on a ship..singapore is not that safe too..i think..one day the world will come to an end..
haven gone out for such a long timewent to eat at the thai sharkfin restaurant>.<yummiliciousthe shark fin is so bigthen went ntuci literally grabbed everythingcuz my mums payingsuch a shiok feeling
i m determined to learn piano..swimming too..starts next wk..final showdown on wed..wed is the day when everything is going to end..or its the start of another karmic cycle???
i m in a dilema rite now..i need to come to a decision..fast..
i m just bored..
i m just lonely..
i m just envious..
i m just jealous..
i m just a piece of shit..
guess i need to keep myself busy..
//pls dun leave me alone..--
no one understands me..
My regrets..
IF only i was given a chance to learn piano..
IF only i didnt give up learning cycling..
IF only i could persuade myself to continue with swimming..
IF only i have cultivated interest in soccer..
IF only i learnt how to play basketball..
IF only i didnt eat so much..
IF only i can psyco myself to be a more outdoor sporty person..
it was said everyone has their own strength and weakness..
whats up with all those crap lesson in sch..
thats said to discover your own talent..after such a long 18 years..
i still do not know what am i good at..
i dont think i have a talent..
i seriously wonder whats my purpose in life..
wouldnt it be nice if i can turn back the clock..
if i could i will make sure history will not repeat itself..
everything is too late now..
its too late..
i m moody..moody m i..i simply dunno what to say..what to do..i guess i m bored outta my mind..i think too much..i m just plain emotional..whatever whatever whateverwhat the hell m i trying to say....i dunno!!okay..sometimes i m envious by the abilities of what others able to do..yet i cant..envious is ok..but what if one day the tinch of envious turns into jealousy??you would then do things that you wont do normally..once i read in a book somewhere..why do ppl keep in trend? eg say dye hair..because u will be able to blend urself in the crowd..for everyone is doing the same thing...and u will have the sense of security...not feeling the sense of lonliness...u want to be the same as others ...so that u wont feel left out ..why m i so cranky...seems like whenever holidays i will end up like this...i do think too much..pls kill me of such thoughts.....i m just a plain stuck up emotional fellow...
maybe..i should find more aims..like say..take up a new sports activites or something..i have been saying this for dunno how many times..but i never really carry out this..i dont want to be this me..i really hope that i can be a new me..why is this me like this??//i just want to be an ordinary person--**
its raining..
here i am ..
once again at home..
having nothing else to do..
because maple was down
and i changed my blogskin
into this purplish pinkish angel..
spent sometime changed the background music too
so..
please on your speakers
and enjoy =)
was at pangs chaletcosta sand resortdidnt expect the room to be so smallbut never the less we all managed to squeeze ourselves inwe were sat in a circle and started saying ghost storieswe all were getting goosebumps learnt a very catchy phrase from huiting *grins*played cardsmahjong on floorexploring and yet time seems to pass so slowlythe room is so damn coldfinally the dawn arrivedwe took a stroll along the beachfresh air!!crossed the bridge to this small islandbut singapore's beach is so dirty ..sighssthen we were on our way home
i went out with sharon on friday
we had dinner and watched miss congeniality
thats all..
sat went kbox with yun and ting
miss em
oh and we took this really cute neoprint
ahha
tireddd
shall be a full time maplier
that onglihui is fckher exam paper is TOTALLY different from past yrdamn!its like sooooooo what loh!unfair!anyway its overits PLAY timeholidaysSsSsalot of programme awaits me woohoowent raine hse just nowmahjong sessionlost abitthen we played with the nail polish:x//*happy april's fool*//hehesss
i'm just your typical guy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human would. except what sets me apart is that i am
lewis and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky, irritable and irritating in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.
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